Tuesday, September 30, 2008

TAGGED! For real this time~

Further thanks to Julia for tagging me!! Seems like a nice thing to have after that nasty encounter with the SICK SPAMMER. Besides, I LOVE tags!! XP XP XP
Here're the rules (yess it's a must to re-post them):
THE RULES:
1) Everyone who's tagged is a player. And since I'm tagged, I'm a 'player'. So, I have to blog about 15 habits/weird things/little known stuff about me.
2) State this rule in your blog.
3) After that, tag some other people so the line just goes on and on and on...
4) You can't tag that person back! XP

Here goes nothing...
1) Most of the time, I pee without the toilet seat. And NO, I've never fallen into the toilet bowl.

2) I'm afraid of hot things. I don't like hot food as well. (Hot ah, not spicy...) I get grumpy if I have to eat hot food.

3) When I dream, I see myself as a third person. As in, I actually SEE myself, as if watching a show where I was the main character.

4) Okay, this is just silly. As you probably know, my childhood craze was Pokemon. So much that, when I was younger, my brother and I would go to our backward...and pretend that we're Pokemon Trainers...catching Pokemon...running about in our backward!! XD

5) My new dream-pet is a VAMPIRE SQUID!!! Saw it on YouTube and fell in love with it.

6) My writing touches the lines on the page. They're EXACTLY on the lines. Which is why I find it awkward writing without lines.

7) I have very a high sense of self-entertainment. I do not get bored easily. I may sit by myself and do nothing at all and still not feel bored. In other words, I really enjoy my own company.

8) I only offer my company to those who enjoy it. If I can't be sure that you like me, I will not go to you willingly.

9) I have a 5 Ringgit coin! It's real, k. It's some collector's item, given out during some anniversary...

10) Eating prawns make my tongue itch - which is annoying because you can't scratch your tongue. (It's some kinda mild allergy.)

11) I can stay up all night studying. I just need to have slept all afternoon and drink some tea. =P

12) I'm actually missing a tooth...I don't know what it's called, but if you look closely enough you can see that the number of teeth on my right and left sides do not match.

13) I can't live without flossing!! I have to floss, after every single meal...Not flossing makes me grumpy.

14) I have a fascination for creatures that lie deep, deep under the sea. The weirder, the better.

15) Last but not least...I've NEVER MISSED A SINGLE DAY OF SCHOOL!! Hehe. Not one at all!! 100% attendance since first day of school in primary =D

Okay, I'm done!!
I tag:
1) Carmen
2) Phaik Chern
3) Ee Vern (sorry Julia I dunno liao)
4) Enough d laa...!!

Monday, September 29, 2008

I'M GOING TO MURDER SOMEONE

SOMEONE HATES ME.
SOMEONE REALLY HATES ME.

I don't know why anybody would do this to me?? I have never ever done anything really bad to anyone!! I don't deserve this. AT ALL!!! Now I have to make my blog private, because of a certain someone! I'm not sure who it is - yesss I have a very STRONG inkling - but I'm not going to go about announcing it to the world - in case it may not be her at all...And if I ever find out that really IS her, she going to die! I'm going to murder her, with my BARE HANDS - FIRST, then I'll proceed with the most sophisticated murder weapons in the world! No, no it doesn't matter what I'll use to kill her, point is that SHE'LL DIE! TEN TIMES OVER! NO LESS!!
Here is why she deserves to die (nice people please forgive me for saying such things)>>
It begin here:

Anonymous said...

ure so cheap,
u dont even know da guy,
n ure actually postin up pics of hiim? lols

NXY said...

>>anonymous
Um...and WHAT, may I know, is your problem?
As far as i'm concerned - and in case you haven't noticed - this is MY blog, which means that i may post ANYTHING and everything i like
so - buzz off, bozo

Anonymous said...

eww you cheapo, this is a public blog! so what? cheaaap!!!!

NXY said...

as if i don't know who you are
i'm cheap??
look in the mirror
and tell me what you see
cheap wor
you go way beyond that ler

Anonymous said...

is dat ryte? who m i den?


Okay, that's bearable. But what comes next...is simply unimaginable. Brace yourselves>>
Re: My cBox (it didn't come it this order exactly - but no matter, you just read what she said)

nehneh: flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat boobs!! flat
29 Sep 08, 16:58
nehneh: F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K F U C K
29 Sep 08, 16:57
TUALIAP: B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H
29 Sep 08, 16:57
TUALIAP: B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H B I T C H
29 Sep 08, 16:57
TUALIAP: B I T C H
29 Sep 08, 16:57
TUALIAP: F U C K
29 Sep 08, 16:57
TUALIAP: DAMN TUALIAP MEH NOW GOT 8TH IN CLASS?! but euu lukk sho stupiid owhxxxxxxx
29 Sep 08, 16:56
yeng: this ish DRIVINN ME KERAZYY
29 Sep 08, 16:55
yeng: over reacted worhxxZZz
29 Sep 08, 16:55
yeng: arlowxx gurlxz, euu're sho cuuteee oops nottt, comee and screeamedd over mii :P
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: uglieee gurlxxxxxx
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: ugly layout
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: ugly layout
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: ugly layout
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: veli ugly
29 Sep 08, 16:52
toot: ugly face
eevy: need no shavin~~~~~
29 Sep 08, 17:06
eevy: im so hot
29 Sep 08, 17:06
eevy: SAY WITH ME B I T C H, HURRAYYY ;)
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy: then you must be lesbian, hurray;)
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy: lester? ;)
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy;)
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy: must be as ugly as you;)
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy: hows ur brother?
29 Sep 08, 17:05
eevy: omg girl! some idiot just like spammed! oh god, but its ok la girl, juz get some shavinnnnn~
29 Sep 08, 17:03
Hello Dear: i can see uve been stressing alot, pimples growing out, what you need is ...... a....... DILDO, hurray!
29 Sep 08, 17:02
PANTIES IS THE NEW PINKwell i guess ur bush is just too bushy, no worries! head on down to our website now, 100% satisfaction guaranteed
29 Sep 08, 17:00
BRA FOR SALEwith ur name on!
29 Sep 08, 17:00
BRA FOR SALEGUESS WHAT?! you can now design em with crystals!
29 Sep 08, 16:59
BRA FOR SALEpink fluffy cotton
29 Sep 08, 16:59
BRA FOR SALEEmail me now, 50% raya offers
29 Sep 08, 16:59
BRA FOR SALEFace it, your boobs are too flat

You see?? Isn't it just SICK?? The worst part is that she even STOLE EE VERN'S IDENTITIY! I thought it was weird for Ee Vern to say stuff like that to me...but of course, I scrolled down, and saw nothing liked I've ever seen - being THROWN INTO MY FACE! You can't blame me for wanting to take her guts out...
And the scariest part?? She knows me very well. Which is why I have a suspect - it has to be someone who knows me very well indeed. She knows how I look, which is not a big deal, but she knows my brother's name! I won't say who I think my harasser is, though; innocent until proven guilty. Besides, I don't want a second person going at me like that.
Julia is right - she's SUCH a C-O-W-A-R-D, whoever it is!! Won't even use her name and even impersonating my friends!! Nyah. I'm so not removing my cBox; I'm leaving it there as proof her sick doings. Carmen tells me not to get angry - it's only what she wants. Yeah, Carmen's right. But it's okay - the blog's private now. No more Sick Spammers to infuriate me...

*Credits to Julia and Carmen for being there to talk to me when
I felt like blowing that sick person's head off.
=)
Thanks, really!!

It's so sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<

Mamma Mia!

Went out with Tricia and gang to GP to celebrate her birthday yesterday. And we went to watch MAMMA MIA! I didn't know what to expect at first - the title doesn't tell you very much, does it? All I knew was that it's a musical and it's a MUST-WATCH because it's got tonnes of good actors and actresses in it (Like Phaik Chern's MERYL STREEP XP).
The movie was so lively. The energy was just infectious! The characters were all so enthusiastic; even almost middle-aged women screaming and running about! How not to smile seeing all that? XD The songs were lovely! There wasn't much of a plot/storyline, but yesss I loved the movie!!

Well, the movie was great, but after I left the party of people, everything just went downhill for me. When we got into the car I had a nasty row with my brother and soon the three of us - along with my mother - were all just screaming at each other. It's not very nice at all. When we got home I had a good cry. Now I know why I had that wonderful Wednesday - so that it would all be balanced out with my weekend. *sigh* It's not just the weekend anyway...Kinda begin on Thurday - right after I had my Best Day of the Year, worsened on Friday, and reached its peak yesterday...Can't get any worse from here. Hopefully.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

T.A.G.G.E.D.

Well, not really. It's just that my name was on Esther's list of
'FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW'.
XP
Besides, I want to do it. I've always wanted somebody to tag me,
so I could write something like this!

Anyhow...

Three screen names you have had:
1) XY
2) nxy123 (Maple IGN)
3) Leanne

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1) My almost-hairless body (Except in places where there is supposed to be hair, of course!)
2) My navel. It is deep. (My brother tells me that people with deep navels marry rich people!)
3) My ankles - they're tiny, almost non-existent

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1) My buttocks
2) My nose/teeth
3) My complexion =(

Three parts of your heritage:
1) 1/2 Cantonese
2) 1/2 Hakka-nese (??)
3) N/A

Three things that scare you:
1) Hot things
2) Sharp objects being pointed at my face (esp. EYES!!)
3) Swimming in the dark

Three of your everyday essentials:
1) Handphone
2) Yvonne Yew =P
3) ...Specs?

Three things you are wearing now:
1) T-shirt and shorts
2) Specs
3) Underwear =X

Three of your favourite bands or musical artists:
1) Vanessa Mae
2) Marc Yu
3) Ooi Hui Lynn

Three of your favourite songs (right now):
1) More Than Words
2) Can't Stop Loving You
3) When You Say Nothing At All

Three things you want in a relationship:
1) Romance
2) Giving
3) Happiness??

Three physical things about the preferred sex that appeals to you:
1) Lips
2) Eyes
3) N/A

Three of your favourite hobbies:
1) Playing the violin/piano
2) Playing computer games
3) PLAYING.

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1) Finish studying
2) FINISH EXAMS
3) PED: Post-examination de-stressing!!

Three careers you are considering/have considered:
1) Astrophysicist
2) Marine biologist
3) Psychologist

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1) Paris - to see the sights
2) Alaska - to see aurora and husky!
3) Hawaii - to learn surfing  XP

Three things you want to do before you die:
1) Tell all my loved ones (YES, INCLUDING DOGS) why they are special and how much they mean to me
2) Sing our medley over and over again with the school choir
3) Play all my favourite violin pieces - and have someone play me those that I can't!

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl/guy:
1) I like talking about feelings. ALOT.
2) I think I'm rather organized too
3) I cry?

Three things that you are not stereotypically a girl/guy:
1) I DON'T ENJOY SHOPPING
2) I LOVE gory movies
3) I caught a lizard once - now how many girls can tell you that??

Five people that you would like to see take this quiz now:
OPEN TO ANYONE =P

NEW HEADER

Hahahahahah I HAS A NEW HEADER!!
=P
Eh dun kutuk ahh
I noob only tau
Give kritikan membina only please
~tyty~

Oh yeah don't ask me why I din put it in the centre.
It's the template - can't do anything to change it
=/

Friday, September 26, 2008

Just something that makes me smile... =)

When you're feeling sad, when you're feeling down;
when you're not any happy, or simply feeling lonely...

When all the world is a hopeless jumble
and the raindrops tumble all around,
Heaven...
opens a magic lane

When all the clouds darken up the skyway,
there's a rainbow highway to be found - 
Leading from your window pane
to a place behind the sun,
just a step beyond the rain...

Somewhere over the rainbow
way up high,
there's a land that I heard of
once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow
skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
really do come true

Once by a word only lightly spoken
all your dreams are broken for a while
Sadness
comes and the joy goes by

But every tear, like the rain decsending
finds a happy ending in a smile
Doubts and fears all fade and die
to the blue beyond the grey...

If happy little blue birds fly
beyond the rainbow why, oh why can't I...

=)

*These is a part of the lyrics of the medley we will be singing for tomorrow's performance! The medley is really lovely - I personally think it's one of the best songs our school choir has ever sung (for as long as I've known the choir, that is). The words here have a really uplifting effect on me. It's wonderful; I remember feeling so overwhelmed the first time I heard it and I think I cried because I was so moved by the whole thing...Oh come tomorrow and see for yourself laa

====================
SCHOOL HALL.
26/09
12.45 - 01.15
BE THERE.
(It's for free~!)
====================

=P

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

It's a happy daaaayyyy~! =P

Today was a great day! Couldn't have been better =D
Here is the list of things that made my day:

1) During assembly, I returned Julin the black top I borrowed from her a long, long time ago. She took it, said her thanks and proceeded to ask me if I was still playing in PESSOC, and if I would be going for the music camp this year. She told me to go, because it's free! No, it doesn't matter if it was free or wasn't - the point is that she spoke to me!! Great start already! =P

2) During English, Pn. Yon - aside from calling me long-winded because I said 'not anything' instead of 'nothing', and also doubting that 'egotistical' was a real word (she tot I so free go con her??) =.= gave me an A+ for my (Ideal Husband) essay, said that it was very interesting, and that I "can really - ...!" No, she didn't finish the sentence, but I didn't need her to - I was already feeling so happy!

3) I have to go out 5 minutes before recess everyday to do my canteen duty. Today, when I asked Pn. Salmah for permission to leave the class, she was so nice about it!
She was like,
"Ya, nak pergi mana, sayang?"
"Minta maaf, cikgu, saya kena ke kantin untuk buat duty."
"Oh ya kena keluar awal 5 minit kan?"
"Yaya."
"Okey pergi pergi."
"Terima kasih, cikgu."
"Sama-sama."
And it was not like she sounded very sarcastic or had that very sarcastic grin of hers on her face; no, she sounded so nice! (Yes - well, it's not a big deal at all, but I was so happy with my day already that every little thing seemed so wonderful~!) And when I reached the canteen, guess what I saw?? Yes, the rows of such colourful cakes - some of the primary school students had a cake decorating competition! What better sign than prettily decorated cakes, to show that my day was going to be simply wonderful??

4) The Bio presentation today couldn't have gone any better! I felt so proud of our team and myself and it left me feeling doubly happier (if possible! =P). Yvonne told me that we were the best team for the day and that I was so cute and she also said that my slides looked so professional. *none of my business - all credits to Jolene; she did it for me =)* Carmen also said during Ms. Lee's that my presentation today was so fun. Yay! XP

5) I reached home from school, checked my phone, and read a text message from my mother. It said that she has already been discharged, though she will be on medication which will 'slowly heal the ulcers'. The doctors could not diagnose anything for her kidney - tests taken only showed vague results. But what matters is that she's already out of the hospital~

6) Piano lesson today was lovely too. There was alot of smiling and laughing and I managed to convince my oh-so-cute teacher into spending the first half of my lesson playing demo for some songs for me 'to see if I like or not' XP  It was lovely watching him play; I always like watching him play =)

I guess that's it. Oh how I loved today~! Why don't I have more days like this?? If only I did, I'd be so much better a person...

And oh, the only bad thing that happened today was that when I went to pay Ms. Lee tuition fees, she said, "Where is your silly name?"
...
...
Hahaha it's not very bad at all, considering everything else that happened today!
I'm happy, happy, happy~
It's got to be the BEST DAY OF THE YEAR!!

It's a happy daaayyy,
and I thank God for the weather...
(Yesss Esther dear, I still remember the SONG XP) 

Monday, September 22, 2008

My mother is sick >.<

She complained of abdominal pains that begin several days ago. They begun as the common gastritis pains, but over the days, have apparently intensified and become so great she equates them to 'labour pains'. They come every 2 hours. When they do, she would eat, and become better. But they come back - yes, 2 hours later. More accurately on time than any alarm clock, she says.

She went to see the doctor on Saturday, and was told that she was either having severe gatritis, or gallstones - or both. She took medication, but it didn't really work for her. She had to take leave from work for so many days, just lying around the house, doing nothing but, well - lying around. My dog saw this to her advantage and became as lazy as could be. Whenever my mother sleeps, she sleeps. Whenever my mother doesn't sleep, she sleeps anyway...

She (my mother, not dog) left for Adventist Hospital yesterday morning, and has been warded there, for who knows until when. However, tests have shown that the cause of her pains are stomach ulcers. Yeah. Three of 'em little buggers. I'm not sure how the procedure is like, or how the doctors are going to cure or remove them. But I sure hope that she'll be up and about soon. (People die from stomach ulcers, because it eventually leads to stoamch cancer. =/ )

God Bless.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

WAYS TO TURN DOWN UNWANTED MEN!!

This was sent to me by Min Yan through e-mail:

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours. 
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours. 

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice? 
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice. 

HE: How did you get to be so beautiful? 
SHE: I must've been given your share. 

HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

HE: Your face must turn a few heads.
SHE: And your face must turn a few stomachs.

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out. 
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving? 

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me? 
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time. 

HE: Can I have your name? 
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one? 

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it. 

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore. 

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: DO NOT ENTER. 

HE: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
SHE: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

=P

Friday, September 12, 2008

...and farewell to my favourite leader

I think I've told quite alot of people already, but now I'm going to officially announce it!
I
AM
CGL'S
STRING ENSEMBLE
PRESIDENT
OF
YEAR
2009!!
Okay - maybe it's nothing really great
as we are the tiniest, weeniest badan beruniform there is...
But I am happy because I am going to be leading an orchestra!
(Even though it's not, well - very big at all=D
Yesss I feel kinda esctatic when I think about it ^^
I can't wait for next year to begin!!

However, as excited I am over this,
it kinda, um... brings my Cloud 9 crash-landing
when I realize what else it means.
It means that it's time for the From 5's to leave...
It means that it's time for Su Quin and Patsy and Xin Ling and Xin Min and, most sadly, Julin to go. I will miss them all so dreadfully!! They made the most noise and brought the most laughter. The rest of us don't really talk very much. This year's F5's were the ones who held us together as a team. I wonder how it will be without them??

But...more signficantly,
we will be losing a leader.
She was (IS!) wonderful; an excellent violininst, and a terrific leader.
She's been leading us ever since she was in Form 2...
We've had other good leaders, sure, but she was the greatest!
She always insipres me; she always makes me feel that anything can be done if you set your mind to it; she is Lee Julin; and I just LOVE HER!!
I really wish she didn't have too leave..but yeahh how can that be in any way possible?

Something that troubles me more is that...
I am not a great leader
I have not really lead anything
I've not achieved anything great in my life
So how will I look as president right after Julin??
(and to make things worst, I wasn't Vice this year, so what would I know about leading??)
Of course I will try my best...but even if I did, I will never be even half as good as her!
I doubt if I can do it...?

Right now I can only pray
that somehow, I will eventually (but soon enough) find my way


Goodbye, Lee Julin...

-untitled-

I feel so miserable
(Hehheh can't say why XP)
It feels as if someone has died or something
There's this big, gaping hole...

What a lame post yeahh I know
sigh...

Friday, September 5, 2008

Ahhh

This exam is the worst of all!!
I have 4B's and 3 6x results!
I hate
I hate
I hate!!!
It was supposed to be the best exam of all,
because so many people in front of me didn't take it!!
And I got 65 for Add Maths and 64 for Chem!!
My percentage has dropped below 80!
Noooooooooooo...
(Idiot!)
It's ruined!
All ruined!
=(

Monday, September 1, 2008

I don't know why...?

I do not know why...
but I can't feel for her
Can't feel sorry for her...
No empathy...
No sympathy either...
(That's extremely unusual of me)

On the contrary...
I'm rather angry
Not for her, but rather, at her
Because I think
it's all just childish
and just a waste of time

I wish I could be more...there for her
Feel for her
Comfort her
I can't...
It's almost...silly
Insignificant...

I don't know why...?
I'm sorry
Really - you don't know how bad I feel
I just can't
I love you, but I just can't
Not this time...